Showing posts with label happiness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label happiness. Show all posts

Tuesday, 6 May 2014

Georgia: Exposed is now published!

It took longer than the previous four books, but Georgia: Exposed is finally published on Smashwords and is ready to be downloaded (which you can do by clicking on the link I just posted!).

This story took a lot longer to write than the other ones did, I think that is partly related to how busy I have been with university, but also because the story wasn't as clear in my mind from the start.  The first two (Georgia: Restrained, Zoe: Spanked) were easy because I knew they were about two very specific scenarios, it was the same with the next two books (Zoe: Bared, Georgia: Taken) because those books were the story of how Georgia and Zoe met and became 'Georgia & Zoe'.

But Georgia: Exposed, it's a whole new breed.  There was nothing SPECIFIC that had to happen, there were so many possibilities when it came to the storyline, and it took me a long time to pin down exactly what was going to happen to the lovely Georgia & Zoe.  But I got there, and slowly the story was written...

As always, the focus of this story isn't just on the sexual element, although that IS a large part of it! I can't write *just sex*, my writing always has a natural more 'emotional' element to it.  In the case of the two stories where Georgia & Zoe meet, the emotional element was the women realising they wanted more than just one night together, and knowing from early on that they had found someone very special.  The 'emotional' element to this story is focused on Zoe introducing Georgia to her family for the very first time (admittedly a little unexpectedly!)... something that I think everyone can sympathise with!

As I said, the story is available on Smashwords, but I will also post it to my blog right now, because I know that not everyone can be bothered going to a website and downloading a file... and that not everyone is comfortable having that sort of file on their computer/laptop/tablet/etc.

For those of you in that category, I hope you enjoy!

The cover for 'Georgia: Exposed'

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Georgia: Exposed

“No!” Georgia tried to pull away but Zoe had a strong hold on her hand and Georgia knew she wasn't going to give in.
“Come on, Georgia, it will be fun!” Zoe encouraged, pulling her ever closer to the door.
“Let's just go home and peruse the net all afternoon, I am sure we'll get toys a LOT cheaper on there, which means we can buy even more!” Georgia suggested an alternative that she knew Zoe would never go for.
“But, my gorgeous, sexy, edible girlfriend, I don't want to wait a week or more for them to arrive, I want to buy them NOW and then take them home and spend the afternoon making you scream,” Zoe exclaimed, going as far as stomping her foot in a manner that told Georgia she had lost the battle.
“Fine,” Georgia sighed reluctantly and rolled her eyes at Zoe. “I know you think I am stupid for being embarrassed about going into a sex shop, but I can't help it,” she added. Zoe turned to face her and then wrapped her arms around Georgia's waist and smiled softly at her.
“I think it's adorable that you are embarrassed about it,” Zoe remarked and then lightly brushed her lips against Georgia's, then she smirked as she added, “especially considering the extensive collection of toys you own.”

Georgia had to laugh at Zoe's last comment, it WAS true, she did have a fairly extensive collection of sex toys... a tribute to her single days. Since she had met Zoe the only time any of her toys had seen the light of day was when the two of them couldn't be bothered using fingers or tongues, and that didn't happen a lot.

“Come on Georgie, sooner we get into the shop, the sooner we can get home and do dreadful, dreadful things to each other,” Zoe said as she took Georgia's hand and began walking toward the entrance of the store.
“You win,” Georgia conceeded, but couldn't help smiling as she walked into the store with Zoe.

There was something kind of exciting about going into a sex shop for the first time and as soon as she was in the store she was bombarded with... well, sex! Everywhere Georgia looked there were dildos, butt plugs, vibrators, bullets, whips, blindfolds, floggers, nipple clamps, cock rings, clit pumps, cock pumps, nipple pumps, slutty nurse outfits, naughty school teacher outfits, crotchless panties, nipple-less bras, corsets, stockings, garters, and so much more. It was a veritable feast of sexy possibilities, and she had to admit it was a lot more enjoyable than shopping online like she usually did!

When Georgia was over the initial shock of her new surroundings Zoe led her over to the large wall which was home to what Georgia thought must have been every brand and type of vibrator in the world. They walked the length of the wall and back again, then started to take vibrators off their hooks to have a closer look. Early on in their relationship they had discussed vibrators and found that neither were fans of the 'rabbit' type vibrators with all the fancy bobs and whistles, both instead preferring the more boring, simple cock-shaped variety. Their preference for plain 'boring' vibrators made the selection a lot easier, and eventually they were down to choosing between two, the only differences were that had a more sizeable girth, while the other was waterproof.

“I know we planned a naughty afternoon in bed, but you know what, if we got the waterproof one we could put that enormous bath of mine to very good use,” Zoe said quietly while very gently rubbing her hand over Georgia's ass. Georgia bit her lip and closed her eyes briefly when Zoe innocently grazed her hand across one of her nipples.
“I have never tested one out in a bath,” Georgia commented, her thoughts easily drifting to an image of Zoe lying back gripping onto the sides of the bath while Georgia pumped a vibrator in and out of her pussy.
“You're imagining it, aren't you,” Zoe observed and Georgia whimpered quietly.
“I may be imagining a certain scenario,” Georgia replied, biting her lip to try and prevent a louder whimper escaping.
“How about,” Zoe began and after checking no one was close enough to see, innocently plucked at the nipple which was suddenly very hard beneath Georgia's top, the thin material of her bra and t-shirt providing little protection. Georgia squeezed her eyes tightly shut and held her breath as she waited for the sudden feeling of pressure in her pussy to subside. “We get two of the waterproof ones and get home as quickly as we can,” Zoe finally finished what she had started saying before being sidetracked by Georgia's nipple.

Georgia put the non-waterproof vibrator back on the display and removed another of the waterproof ones, then without even looking at Zoe, began walking toward the counter. Behind her she could hear Zoe giggling softly, and Georgia didn't even need to look at Zoe to know she had a huge cheeky grin on her face. Standing side-by-side at the counter, Zoe and Georgia made small talk with the cashier while she put their purchases into inconspicuous green paper bags and sent them on their merry way, wishing them a happy weekend in the process.

Before they got in Zoe's car the two women shared a passionate kiss which left them both breathless and leaning against the car. Georgia began to wonder how they would make it as far as Zoe's bathroom... at the rate they were going they would end up on the side of the road somewhere testing out their new purchases. Zoe had her hand on Georgia's upper thigh throughout the duration of their trip home, and it took all of Georgia's will power to not pull her skirt up and move Zoe's hand between her thighs. The thought of what they were going to do to each other when they got back to Zoe's had created quite the pool of horny juice between Georgia's thighs, rendering her panties almost useless because they were that wet.

Miraculously they made it back to Zoe's house without tearing each other's clothes off and getting caught fucking each other with toys on the side of the road. Zoe got out of the car and slammed the door causing Georgia to laugh at her girlfriend's apparent impatience... but it was one of the things she loved so much about her. Since their first night together Georgia had noticed just how high Zoe's sex-drive was, it was both a turn-on AND a relief, because, for once in her life, Georgia seemed to have found someone with a libido just as high as her own.

Georgia watched as Zoe unlocked and pushed the front door open, giggling as she watched her pull her top off before she was even inside properly. Georgia walked quickly up the path, by the time she had entered the house Zoe was already upstairs and Georgia could hear the water running in the bathroom. Deciding that composure was overrated Georgia walked over to the MP3 player which was hooked up to speakers and turned it on. Loud. She then began to run as well, taking the stairs two at a time to reach the second floor in record time.

In the bathroom Georgia found her sexy girlfriend in a very naked state. With a sudden intense need to feel her naked body pressed against Zoe's, Georgia speedily discarded her clothes and then looked at Zoe hungrily. She wanted all of her, she wanted to make her scream and writhe around, to tease her until she was begging to be taken. Knowing she couldn't wait until the bath was ready Georgia quickly stalked over to where Zoe was standing by the vanity unit and pressed her up against it. Rather than kissing her, Georgia moved both of her hands to Zoe's boobs and lightly squeezed both of her nipples.

“Get on the vanity...” Georgia ordered, her tone soft but commanding.

Zoe quickly lifted herself onto the vanity unit and Georgia took absolutely no time in spreading her girlfriend's legs open, crouching down and then burying her face in the heavenly wetness that was Zoe's pussy. Zoe moaned loudly and gripped on to Georgia's hair as she made the first lap with her tongue, groaning in delight as she concentrated on the taste of Zoe against her tongue. She had eaten her girlfriend more times than she could count, there was hardly a day that had passed over the past two months without Georgia's tongue dipping inside Zoe's hole, but the taste of Zoe was something that Georgia never got used to. Each taste of her girlfriend's sopping pussy was just as spectacular as the time before.

When Georgia pressed the tip of her tongue inside Zoe's pussy she realised just how ravenous she was for her girlfriend and knew she had to make a decision very quickly. She could either make Zoe cum on the vanity unit, or she could stop and they could get into the bath so they could follow through with their initial plan. Zoe's loud moans were very hard to ignore and Georgia wondered how she could even think of breaking the tongue-pussy contact for a second, not when she had worked Zoe into such a hot, wet mess. Moving her hands under Zoe's thighs, Georgia put her hands on Zoe's hips and pulled her more tightly against her mouth, her own groans of pleasure coming just as close together as Zoe's were.

Zoe wasn't the only one who was saturated, and when Georgia felt moisture on the very tops of her thighs she decided it was only right for both of them to cum. Georgia moved back from Zoe and helped her off the vanity unit and they walked toward the bath, a heated look passing between the two women as Zoe turned the taps off and they both picked up a vibrator from the stool beside the large avocado-shaped bath. Georgia could hear Zoe whimpering as they lowered themselves into the bath and the moment they were positioned perfectly with their legs invitingly spread, there was only one thing left to do.

Georgia giggled quietly when she pressed the button on the vibrator she was holding and it began to make a familiar buzzing sound. As she moved her vibrator down between her legs, Georgia's eyes were glued to Zoe who was squeezing one of her nipples between her fingers while moving her vibrator down between her legs. When Zoe started to run the tip of the vibrator up and down her slit Georgia felt her own pussy clenching tightly, and she knew it wasn't entirely because she had entered the top inch of the vibrator inside her hole. She had watched Zoe masturbating before, but she had never seen her on display like that in the bath.

Zoe began to moan as she focused the tip of the vibrator on her clit, and as Georgia pushed the vibrator deeper into her own pussy she let out a loud cry of pleasure, still unable to take her eyes off Zoe's splayed pussy. When Zoe ran the vibrator down her slit and then pushed it deep inside her pussy, Georgia could see the utter pleasure written all over her girlfriend's face and felt compelled to do the same thing. Pushing the vibrator forcefully inside herself Georgia let out a loud groan and as she pulled it out and then slammed it back inside she let out a loud, strangled cry and noticed Zoe looking at her hungrily.

Georgia began fucking herself harder and faster with the vibrator, managing somehow to keep her eyes locked on the enticing sight of Zoe's pussy. While Georgia pounded herself she watched Zoe doing the same, loving the way Zoe fucked herself with more force at the same time as she did. Each time Georgia saw the vibrator being pushed back inside Zoe's cunt it made her pussy tighten around the vibrator which was slamming in and out of her own pussy... the visual experience was almost as arousing as the physical experience and Georgia wondered why they hadn't done it before. It was one of the hottest sexual experiences of her life.

Because she felt her orgasm starting to build, Georgia changed the angle of the vibrator, ensuring it was rubbing against her clit with each in and out stroke. The change of angle and increase in friction caused Georgia to begin crying out louder and louder, each time she moved her hand faster the friction changed again, and soon her cries were extremely high pitched. Zoe's own noises were becoming louder and as Georgia watched the vibrator moving in and out of Zoe's pussy she could almost feel Zoe's pussy around her fingers. She could imagine how tight she would be, how incredibly silky and wet she would feel. Georgia was well aware that both of them were fast approaching orgasm, and considered slowing down the speed with which she was moving the vibrator in and out of her cunt, but she knew she couldn't. The vibrator felt too good slamming against the back of her pussy, the friction on her clit far too good to stop.

The bathroom was full of the chorus of moans, groans and cries coming from the two women as they teased themselves with their vibrators, moving closer to orgasm with each powerful, perfectly timed stroke of their vibrators. Georgia's eyes were still locked on Zoe's pussy, and in return Zoe's eyes were locked on Georgia's... both had a hungry look in their eyes along with a look of what could only be described as awe. To be able to be so openly sexual with each other was a dream come true for both women, who, although they had both experienced a varied and generally exciting sex life, had admitted to each other to never being as sexually open with a partner before.

Georgia began to shriek as her orgasm started to build and to make the impending climax even more intense she started to squeeze one of her nipples firmly between her fingers. The pain in her nipple translated directly to her pussy and the added jolts of electricity coursing through her body triggered her orgasm She screamed and lifted her hips off the bottom of the bath, her muscles rigid as the orgasm crashed over her. When she came down from her orgasm Georgia couldn't help but notice the sudden increase in Zoe's moans and although she had just cum, she knew there was something she badly needed to do.

Moving to her knees Georgia leaned forward and put her hand on Zoe's hand that was controlling the vibrator with. Very slowly she pulled the vibrator from her girlfriend's extremely swollen pussy and turned it off, placing it on the stool beside her own discarded vibrator. Zoe was looking at her with desperation and Georgia had no plans to make her wait for what was to come next.

“Sit up,” Georgia instructed, indictating the wide marble ledge at the end of the bath Zoe was leaning against.

Zoe quickly stood up in the bath and moved back so she was sitting on the ledge. Georgia licked her lips and gave Zoe the sexiest smile she could manage before putting her hands between her girlfriend's knees and spreading her legs wide open. Georgia groaned as Zoe's pussy was put on display, invitingly splayed, the wetness of her arousal glistening, just begging to be tasted. Zoe began whimpering as Georgia leaned in and dipped her head down, inhaling deeply as she was hit by the intoxicating fragrance of Zoe's scent.

Very aware of how close Zoe had been to cumming when she had stopped her, Georgia ran her tongue up between the swollen folds of Zoe's pussy, rewarded immediately with a loud, intense moan. A few times Georgia licked up and down Zoe's hot, wet slit, but knowing that Zoe was probably starting to feel more frustrated than aroused, Georgia soon began focusing her attention on Zoe's clit. As she ran her tongue back and forward across Zoe's throbbing clit Georgia could hear her girlfriend's moans getting louder and more high pitched, the loud cries spurring her on, causing her to move her tongue faster and faster.

Georgia could feel that Zoe was struggling to keep her legs spread open, her thighs were tightening as her orgasm approached, and wanting to give her girlfriend the most intense orgasm possible Georgia moved a hand up between Zoe's legs and while she was licking on her clit, slid two fingers inside her pussy with her palm facing upward. Three 'come hither' type movements of her fingers was all it took to find Zoe's g-spot, and when she heard Zoe's cries turn into loud, high pitched shrieky screams Georgia didn't change anything about the way she was manipulating her girlfriend's pussy.

Georgia could feel Zoe's pussy starting to tighten and as she started to gasp 'OH GOD, OH GOD, OH GOD' Georgia could feel her own pussy starting to react. She loved knowing that Zoe was a split second away from orgasm and that it was her who had worked Zoe into that state. Zoe's cries of 'oh god' grew louder and then there was a loud scream followed immedialy by the tight, repetitive contracting and releasing of Zoe's pussy around her fingers, all the while Zoe's hips were arched forward, pressing her pussy more firmly against Georgia's mouth. The orgasm seemed to go on and on, as did the scream.

When Georgia felt the walls of Zoe's pussy stop gripping at her fingers she broke the contact between her mouth and Zoe's pussy and moved back in the bath, with her hands on Zoe's hips. With Georgia supporting her, Zoe slid slowly back in to the tub, the dazed look on her face accompanied by a goofy smile. Georgia couldn't help but giggle as she realised that Zoe looked drunk.

“You look drunk,” Georgia remarked and Zoe attempted to giggle, but it came out more like a quiet grunt.
“I feel drunk,” Zoe replied.
“I needed to taste you,” Georgia explained.
“Your tongue... it never fails,” Zoe sighed happily.

Seconds later there was a loud knocking on the bathroom door which gave Georgia and Zoe both a fright. Zoe gave Georgia a look of panic. They weren't expecting anyone.

“Oi! Slut features! Stop masturbating and come down say hello to your family!” came a male voice from the other side of the door. Zoe groaned.
“What the hell are you doing here, dick face?” Zoe called loudly, then mouthed 'my brother' to Georgia. Oh god. Her BROTHER was there?
“Decided we'd come down a day early, have a few hours extra family time, boobs for brains,” her brother, Nick, replied.
“Well it would have been nice to be informed of this change of plans earlier, cum stain!” Zoe groaned and Georgia tried not to let on just how panicked she felt. She was NOT mentally prepared to meet Zoe's familly that day!
“Whatever, vagina breath, just finish up with your wankathon and get down to the kitchen,” her brother called back. As terrified as she was that she was going to have to meet Zoe's family in the very very near future, Georgia couldn't help but be amused by the name calling going on between Zoe and her twin brother.

“Nicholas Benedict Carlton and Zoe Agnes Millicent, keep your bloody voices down and watch your language, your grandmother is downstairs!” came a woman's hissing voice. Georgia realised it had to be Zoe's mum, Sophie.
“Oh god, grandma is here?” Zoe replied, shooting an apologetic look at Georgia. The situation was particularly cringeworthy, but Georgia couldn't help but giggle at Zoe's mum calling her by her full name.
“Agnes Millicent?” Georgia giggled quietly and Zoe splashed her.
“Shut up you,” Zoe exclaimed and then held her hand over her mouth when she realised her mum and brother would have heard the exchange.
“You weren't masturbating, someone was fucking you!” Nick gasped and Georgia heard the undeniable sound of a hand coming in contact with skin. “Ow!” he gasped.
“You're not too big for me to smack upside the head, Nicholas!” Zoe's mum informed Nick and Zoe laughed. “I'm sorry darling, I told your father we should ring instead of turning up unannounced, um, we'll go to the motel, give us a call when you are... well, you know... when you and your man friend have finished um... I think I'll just go,” Zoe's mum rambled. Zoe rolled her eyes.
“Mum, it's fine, you guys go down and put the jug on, we will be down in a couple of minutes... you were going to meet tomorrow anyway, so it's not like it's a complete surprise,” Zoe said in a calm tone of voice, even though the look on her face told a different story.
“Okay, just so you know we DID knock on the door but I guess you couldn't hear over the music,” Zoe's mum informed her, and then they heard footfalls going away from the bathroom. Both breathed a sigh of relief.
“You're lucky it was me who came upstairs to check on you and heard that mighty orgasm of yours,” Nick surprised them both by saying; they thought he had gone downstairs with Zoe's mum.
“Fuck off Nick, go downstairs, we'll be down soon,” Zoe said angrily and they heard Nick laughing as he walked down the hallway.

“I am so sorry, Georgie,” Zoe sighed and moved forward so she could take Georgia's hands in hers.
“It's okay, Zo, you didn't know this was going to happen,” Georgia replied.
“I know you had prepared yourself to meet them tomorrow at mine and Nick's birthday lunch, but... they aren't scary and they will love you and... I am just so sorry,” Zoe told her, looking guilty.
“At least they didn't arrive a few minutes earlier,” Georgia joked, hoping to lighten the mood. Zoe giggled quietly.
“As you can guess, me and my brother are close, and although we call each other a myriad of mean names, we do love each other,” Zoe promised.
“Your mum sounded a bit scary,” Georgia admitted and Zoe shook her head.
“She's not, I think she just enjoys having the chance to be the bossy mum,” Zoe replied and then sighed nervously. “We should probably get out of the bath and get dressed,” she added.

They both stood up and climbed out of the bath then began drying off. Georgia was fighting the urge to suggest that perhaps she could climb out of the bathroom window, shimmy down the drainpipe and escape... but she knew that for her and Georgia to be taken seriously, they had to act like mature adults. Mature adults didn't sneak around to avoid seeing each other's parents.

With each passing second Georgia felt more nervous to the point that when they were finally dressed she was shaking. Zoe's family knew they were going to be introduced to 'someone special' the next day at the birthday lunch so were no doubt curious, but Georgia knew they weren't expecting that someone special to have breasts... or a vagina.

When they had spoken about it Zoe told Georgia that her parents weren't homophobic and were all for marriage equality so the hope was that while her parents would be surprised, they wouldn't react badly to the news. But neither were stupid and they knew that when someone's own child was involved, thoughts on a matter such as sexuality could change.

“Are you sure your family are going to be okay?” Georgia asked, and not for the first time since they had decided it was time for her to meet them.
“I am sure they will be fine. I think they will all be surprised, but I don't think there are going to be any negative reactions,” Zoe promised and then took Georgia in her arms.
“You don't know for sure,” Georgia said quietly, trying to fight back tears which had suddenly snuck up on her. She had no idea meeting Zoe's family was going to bring up such a huge mixture of emotions for her.
“Babe, if they say ANYTHING that is even slightly negative I'll be telling them to piss off,” Zoe reassured her.
“I'm sorry Zo, I know I am being silly about this,” Georgia sighed, feeling embarrassed. She trusted Zoe, she knew she wouldn't have suggested they meet if she wasn't sure her parents would be okay with the situation. “I am just being my usual self and worrying over nothing,” she said stepping back slightly so she could look Zoe in the eye. “It probably doesn't seem like it, but I AM looking forward to meeting your family,” she said, smiling nervously.
“You aren't being silly,” Zoe replied and leaned in so she could brush her lips against Georgia's.

Their kiss was brief and gentle, but it had a very calming effect on Georgia and in what was an uncharacteristically confident move for her, she took Zoe's hand and led her to the bathroom door.

“Come on, let's get down there, I want to meet your family,” Georgia told Zoe, deciding she owed it to her girlfriend to think positively... even if inside she was terrified.
“I will be holding your hand the entire time,” Zoe told her, sounding almost as nervous as Georgia felt.
“Ready?” Georgia asked Zoe, her hand shaking as she put it on the doorknob.
“Yes, I am ready to show off my beautiful, wonderful, amazing, simply delicious girlfriend,” Zoe confirmed with the nod of her head.

Georgia opened the door and they both stepped into the hallway. For a few seconds they stood still, squeezing each other's hand tightly, but were soon walking down the hallway toward the stairs. As they reached the top of the stairs Georgia could hear voices coming from the lounge and she squeezed her eyes shut, fighting away the voice inside that was screaming 'go go go, run while you can!' They began descending the stairs and the closer they got to the bottom, the harder Georgia found herself squeezing Zoe's hand. Stepping off the bottom step, Zoe turned to Georgia and inhaled deeply, closing her eyes as she exhaled.

“Are you sure you are ready for this, Georgie?” Zoe asked seriously and Georgia smiled softly at her girlfriend, who happened to be looking more nervous with each passing second.
“I am,” Georgia confirmed, flashing Zoe a smile that she hoped didn't give away the fact she felt more nervous than she ever had in her life.
“I will go in to the lounge first...” Zoe offered and Georgia gave a little nod of the head to tell Zoe she agreed.

Without saying a word Zoe led Georgia toward the entrance of the lounge. Just before the door Georgia moved to the right and stood with her back against the wall, concentrating on her breathing, wanting to look as calm as possible when she made that all important first impression on Zoe's family.

“Hi sweetheart!” came a man's voice from inside the lounge.
“Hi daddy,” Zoe replied, to the man, her father.
“Happy almost-birthday!” came the voice of a woman that Georgia decided was probably Zoe's sister, Julia.
“Thanks!” Zoe giggled. “And look at that belly, how is my niece?” she asked and Georgia smiled, she knew Zoe was incredibly excited about becoming an aunty for the first time, in the not-too-distant future.
“Behaving herself,” the woman she presumed was Julia replied.
“Come on missy, we all want to meet that boyfriend of yours,” another woman spoke up, there was no doubt in Georgia's mind it was Zoe's grandma.
“Yea, where is the dude who was giving you so much pleasure just minutes ago?” Nick asked.
“Nicholas! That is ENOUGH of that type of talk!” Zoe's mum declared, sounding frustrated.

Zoe stepped backward and reached out for Georgia's hand, smiling encouragingly at her. Georgia smiled and took a deep breath as they both stepped into the lounge. All eyes were suddenly on them.

“Everyone, I would like you to meet Georgia,” Zoe announced and put her arm around Georgia's waist, “my girlfriend.”

Everyone was staring at them, mouths open, eyes unblinking. Georgia had heard of the expression 'like a stunned mullet', and that was the only way to describe the look on the faces of Zoe's family. Complete and utter shock.

“Your boyfriend has boobs!” Nick gasped and without even thinking about it Georgia found herself looking down her top.
“OH MY GOD, YOU'RE RIGHT!” Georgia exclaimed, looking at Nick in mock surprise. Beside her Zoe giggled, while Nick simply smirked at her.
“So you're a lesbian now darling?” Zoe's grandma, Ida, asked and Zoe laughed quietly.
“No, grandma, I'm not a lesbian, but I am very much in love with this beautiful woman,” Zoe said proudly.
“I don't understand how you can be in love with a woman and not be a lesbian, but I am very happy to hear you are in love,” Zoe's grandma responded, smiling softly at both of them.
“I have to say I am surprised,” Zoe's dad, Bob, said still looking shocked. “But like your gran said, I... I am glad to hear you have met someone who makes you happy,” he added with a faint smile.
“I guess Xavier was right,” Julia sighed and Zoe frowned.
“What do you mean?” Zoe asked and Julia rolled her eyes.
“When you weren't more forthcoming about your new relationship he told me that you were probably seeing another woman,” Julia explained.
“Well I had absolutely no idea,” Sophie admitted and began blushing.
“I know it's a surprise,” Zoe said apologetically.
“I won't pretend it isn't, to be honest it is the last thing I expected you to ever be telling me,” Sophie told Zoe honestly.

For a few moments Georgia wondered if they were about to receive the first negative comment about their relationship, but was relieved when she saw a smile appear on Sophie's face. Georgia gripped Zoe's hand with renewed force as Sophie stood up and walked over to where they were standing.

“It might might take a while for me to get my head around, but I want you to know that I am okay with this,” Sophie stated, directing her comment toward both of them.
“Thanks mum,” Zoe replied and let go of Georgia's hand so she could hug her mum.
“It's nice to meet you, Georgia,” Sophie said shyly to Georgia.
“It's... it's nice to meet you as well, Zo has told me so much about you,” Georgia said equally as shyly.

When Sophie walked back over to the recliner she had been sitting on, Zoe and Georgia sat down on the two seater couch and held hands, waiting for the inevitable questions to come.

“Did you hear that Mary Lewis was cheating on Donald with Michael Davis?” Sophie asked Zoe, eliciting a frown from Zoe.
“No, I didn't hear about that, how awful,” Zoe replied.
“I know, was their daughter that caught them too,” Sophie exclaimed.
“Bet that's a sight she didn't bet on seeing!” Nick commented. “Much like hearing a sound you didn't bet on hearing when arriving at your sister's house!” he added with a smirk.
“Fuck up dick brain,” Zoe ordered, throwing a cushion across the room at him.
“Will you two please stop acting like five year old!” Sophie groaned, but Zoe and Nick couldn't hear her over their laughter.
“Oh Soph, stop being such an uptight bitch,” Ida said loudly and everyone in the room started to laugh.
“Never too old to get told off by your mum, eh mum,” Zoe teased and Sophie rolled her eyes.
“Apparently not!” Sophie laughed.

“Oh, remember that girl Jennifer that was in your class right through school?” Bob asked and Zoe nodded, confusion all over her face. “Well she gave birth to twins last week, very early, they are both going to be in that special baby nursery thing for about three months,” he informed Zoe.
“Poor thing, I heard that she had spent a couple of weeks in hospital but didn't realise she had had the babies,” Zoe replied.
“She was due a week before I am,” Julia commented, rubbing her belly protectively.
“I should do some knitting for her,” Ida remarked and turned to Zoe. “Zo-Bear, are there any wool shops around here?” she asked.
“There are a couple,” Zoe told her, smiling at her gran. “I could take you tomorrow,” she suggested.
“Thanks sweety,” Ida replied, smiling happily.
“I might go with you and stock up on a few needlework supplies, Craft Haven has closed down, so now I have nowhere to get new cottons or anything!” Sophie told Zoe, sounding extremely disappointed.
“Perhaps I will...” Bob started but Zoe cut him off.

“Guys. I just told you that I am in love with a woman, I introduced you to said woman, and what, that's the end of discussion?” Zoe asked and then elaborated “Where are the barrage of questions about how we met, where are the awkward silences? Where are the inappropriate questions? You are all acting like I didn't just tell you some enormously life-changing piece of news!”
“I can ask inappropriate questions if it makes you feel better,” Nick offered and Zoe rolled her eyes at him.
“Knew I could count on you little bro,” Zoe laughed. Zoe was born 2 minutes earlier than Nick, so technically she was his older sister.
“I am sorry darling, but I can see you are happy and that is all I really care about,” Sophie said matter of factly.
“I think what Zoe means is that... we've been very nervous about telling our families, worried about the responses we would get, and now you all know and... well, you aren't acting like it is a big deal and in a way I guess it feels a bit... anti-climactic, or something along those lines,” Georgia addressed the family, feeling surprisingly comfortable, considering minutes earlier she had been seriousy thinking of shimmying down the drainpipe to escape.
“Yea, what she said,” Zoe confirmed, giving Georgia a little wink.

“We are surprised - you could even say we are shocked - but that will pass quickly, and as long as the two of you are happy then who are we to make any judgements about your relationship?” Bob spoke up.
“You'll understand when you have your own kids Zo-Bear,” Sophie told her and then frowned. “I mean, if you have children, you don't HAVE to have children, lots of women choose not to have babies these days and it is just fine, good on them for doing what they want, I am sure that...” she began to ramble and go bright red.
“Mum, I promise you that I will be giving you grandchildren at some point, me and Georgie both want to have kids,” Zoe told her mum reassuringly, Sophie didn't even bother trying to hide her relief.
“Oh thank god for that, I can't wait for more grandchildren!” Sophie declared.
“It is a long term plan,” Zoe stated. They had vaguely touched on the idea of children and had agreed that after they had been together a few years it was something they would very much like to do.

With Zoe's mum reassured that there would be more grandbabies in the future that was the end of the 'meet the parents' experience that both women had been so worried about. There was still one family to go, but the positive reactions from Zoe's family made Georgia feel more confident about the fact they would soon be telling her own family about their relationship. Not telling their parents hadn't been an option because although they had only been together a couple of months, Georgia knew they were going to be together for a very long time. She had never been so in love with someone, nor had she ever felt such a strong connection to another human being, and there was no way she wanted to hide just how blissfully happy she felt. Zoe wasn't some dirty little secret, she was her future, and Georgia wanted everyone to know that.

Tuesday, 29 April 2014

& then were were four! A sweet baby boy for Jane, Leah & Beau

Up until now all of my excerpts have contained sex... because let's face it, erotica is writing with a focus on sex.  That said, my writing also has a strong emotional basis and if we are being specific, my writing is more erotic romance than plain ol' erotica.

With all of that in mind, I decided that it was time that I should post an excerpt which involves no sex whatsoever.  No pussy, no cock, no boobs, no thrusting, no slamming, no clenching, no shuddering, no orgasming, no collapsing in a semi conscious orgasmed-out state.  I know that sex is the prime reason most people read erotica, but I also know there are people out there like myself who enjoy learning about the characters away from the bedroom.

This excerpt is from the story I have posted a couple of excerpts from recently.  It is untitled and still in progress (perhaps it will never really be finished), with the focus of the story being on four core characters, Leah & Jane, Asher and Beau.  Asher acts as a sperm donor for Leah and Jane, Jane gets pregnant and nine months later Ryan is born.  In the mean time Leah and Jane strike up a sexual friendship with Beau who unexpectedly gets Leah pregnant (after a night of very drunken sex, which happened with Jane's blessing).  Without ruining more of the story, things reach a breaking point and Leah, Jane and Beau are finally honest with each other about their feelings and officially enter into a polyamorous relationship. 

As well as being the father of Leah's baby boy (Luca), Beau is going to take on the role of father to Jane's baby.  A far cry from Lucy and Jane's original plan of raising a child together without any paternal involvement.  Asher, the biological father of Jane's baby is still very much in their lives, but is happy to take on a 'special uncle' type role in Ryan's life.  Not long after Jane got pregnant Asher met Lucy and the two of them are blissfully in love and looking forward to starting a family of their own one day.

Their situation might not be 'the norm' and they may raise a lot of eyebrows, but the trio are extremely happy together and not following their hearts was never really an option.

We join the happy threesome when Jane is very close to her due date.  She's frustrated, she's uncomfortable, she's angry, she is over it, and while Leah and Beau have been doing what they can to help both know the only thing that will really help is their son, Ryan, being born.

This is one of my favourite scenes I have ever written, partly because I am very much a happily-ever-after kind of girl, but also because I am fascinated by childbirth... and enjoy writing the type of scenario that is a far cry from my own birthing experiences (I was a single mum and had cesarean sections... I had my parents and sister for support, but still feel as if I missed out on a huge part of the birthing experience).  I guess writing is a way to kind of experience the type of births I wish I had been able to experience.
 
I hope you enjoy!

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Beau and Jane had sex everyday but still, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday all passed with no baby... and no more contractions. On Thursday night Jane went to bed early after announcing she was officially over being pregnant, telling Leah and Beau to go out and do something because she was sick of snapping at them.

Leah and Beau both wanted to stay at home with Jane but it was clear she needed time alone so they went over to see Asher instead. Lucy was arriving home the next day and Asher had told Beau at work that day that time was dragging by painfully slowly, so Beau and Leah decided they would go over and keep him company. Leah spent most of the night cuddled up against Beau on the couch and Asher commented a few times that he couldn't wait until it was him and Lucy curled up on the couch together. Leah had suggested the only thing they would be doing on the couch for the next few days was having sex and Asher hadn't denied it for a second. Unsurprisingly.

Leah and Beau got home just after eleven – a lot later than intended – but were both happy to see Jane was still asleep. They went to bed and ended up having sex... it had been a while since the two of them had had sex because both of them had been more focused on Jane than each other! After Leah had fallen asleep Beau spent twenty minutes rubbing her belly and quietly talking to Luca as he kicked the hell out of his hand. He really had no idea how Leah could sleep through such a physical battering, but knew her orgasm probably had something to do with it.

Beau wasn't sure how long he'd been asleep, but he woke briefly when Jane got up to go to the toilet... it was such a common occurance now that he went straight back to sleep.

Beau woke up again and while he wasn't surprised to find Jane was in the bathroom again, he couldn't shake the feeling that something had startled him awake. As he started to drift off again Beau was aware of a noise coming from the bathroom... he was sure he could hear water and wondered if perhaps he was imagining it. Deciding that he was imagining it Beau allowed sleep to take over again but the next time he woke up he KNEW a loud noise from the bathroom had woken him. Jane still wasn't in bed and Beau was suddenly... not concerned, but curious. He got out of bed and walked to the ensuite, prepared to find Jane looking miserable.

What he was NOT prepared for was to find Jane in the bath clasping her belly and breathing through what was very obviously a strong contraction. Beau raced over to the bath and she clasped his hand, squeezing it tightly as she continued breathing through her contraction. When it was over she looked at him with panic in her eyes.

They are close Beau. So close. And painful, oh god they are painful,” Jane said in between deep breaths.
How close are we talking?” he asked having a feeling they would be call-the-midwife close together.
I don't know but they're clo...” Jane started and then moaned in pain as another contraction hit and she clamped down on his hand again.
I'm getting my phone so we can time the next contraction, I will be right back,” Beau said trying not to convey how panicked he was.

He went into the room and put a pair of boxers on then got his phone and joined Jane back in the bathroom. A minute later another contraction hit. Beau was prepared with the cellphone stopwatch and started it while Jane squeezed his other hand as she tried to breathe through the contraction. When it stopped he looked nervously at his phone and when the next contraction started he was shocked to find the contractions were only two minutes apart.

I'm ringing the midwife and waking Leah up. They are fucking close together...” Beau said and then raced from the bathroom and over to Leah's side of the bed.
Leah wake up,” Beau said quietly and Leah moaned. “Wake up!” he said a bit louder.
No,” Leah replied sleepily.
Fucking get up, Jane is in the bath very much in labour and I don't know if we're going to make it to the hospital,” Beau yelled and before he could even blink Leah was up and out of the bed, running for the bathroom.

Beau rang the midwife and explained what was happening and when he told her how close the contractions were she had muttered 'fuck' and told him she would be there as soon as she could be and would assess whether or not it was worth trying to make it to the hospital in time. The midwife then instructed him to get in the bath with Jane and told him that if Jane said anything about pushing before she got there, he needed to be prepared for the possibility he would be delivering the baby. Beau didn't say goodbye as he hung up the phone and raced back into the bathroom where Leah was helping Jane through a contraction. Beau told them that the midwife was on her way as he got in the bath with Jane. When the next contraction hit Jane held one of his hands and one of Leah's as she moaned in agony.

I'm sorry. Woke up in.. pain... at one... got in the bath... and... it didn't go away... just... got worse,” Jane explained.
Don't talk baby, try and catch your breath before the next one,” Leah said soothingly.
I'm not going to be giving birth in the hospital, am I,” Jane gasped just before her next contraction hit.

Leah looked at him and he shook his head. Leah suddenly looked terrified and he felt absolutely useless. Jane was in more pain than any man would ever experience and Leah was having to deal with seeing her girlfriend in that much pain. It can't have been easy for either of them, and it made him feel utterly pointless. There was a loud pounding on the door and Leah went to let the midwife in. Leah was soon back with the midwife following close behind. After saying hello to all of them the midwife proceeded to put her arm into the water so she could examine Jane.

You need to push don't you,” the midwife asked and Jane nodded.
I do, I really do,” Jane gasped.
Right, this baby is going to be born at home, so Leah, honey, I need you to get me a towel for drying the baby off and a blanket to wrap him in... a nappy too,” the midwife said calmly. Leah walked quickly from the room while the midwife turned to Jane and asked, “Do you want to birth in the bath or somewhere else?”
Bath,” Jane said, breathing deeply.
In that case do you want me or someone else to catch the baby?” the midwife then asked and Jane looked at Beau pleadingly.
Can you?” she asked him and he nodded, touched that she had asked him. Saying no wasn't an option.

Leah came back in with the blanket and the towel and for the next half hour she worked with Beau, coaching Jane through the end stages of her labour. Beau had no idea that women had to push for so long and as he watched Jane push through contraction after contraction the love he felt for her only served to increase. Looking at Leah, Beau could see that she was freaking out but he thought she was doing a good job of covering it up. Looking at their hands though, Beau wasn't too sure whether it was Jane squeezing Leah's hand or if Leah was squeezing Jane's.

When the midwife examined Jane again Beau was shocked when she announced that the baby was crowning and that it was time for 'action stations' as she referred to it. Beau had never ever felt so nervous in his life and for a second considered telling the midwife she could deliver the baby, but when Jane looked at him and smiled he knew there was no way he could do that. Beau listened very carefully as the midwife explained that when Jane pushed again Beau had to put a hand under the baby's head and basically guide it out. Beau did just that and was amazed as more and more of the baby's head came into his hand. When the contraction passed Beau looked down and felt a lump in his throat when he saw the baby's head

The midwife quickly explained that with the next contraction, the baby would be born and that he would need to gently guide the baby's shoulders out and then be ready to 'catch' him before placing him on Jane's chest, being careful of the umbilical cord. Beau looked at Leah who had tears in her eyes and then at Jane who smiled at him for a second before the next contraction took over.

Beau did as the midwife had told him and guided the shoulders out then gasped as Ryan slid out into the safety of his hands. Beau lifted the baby up and placed him gently onto Jane's chest. While the midwife rubbed Ryan's back with the towel Leah had brought her, Jane only had eyes for her little boy.

The loud squeals of the newborn filled the room as Leah leaned over and kissed Jane before kissing Ryan gently on the head. Ryan was crying, Leah was crying, Jane was crying... and Beau was surprised at how overcome by emotion he was as well. He carefully got out of the bath and put a towel around his waist then went over to Leah and hugged her. He crouched down and kissed Jane and stroked the back of the tiny baby he had just helped bring into the world. They watched as Ryan seemed to naturally latch on to Jane's nipple and began to suckle for the very first time.

It blew his mind to think that when they had all gone to bed that night there was no baby and now just a few hours later they were watching as Jane fed her baby. Their baby.

The midwife congratulated them all and then suggested that Beau go and get dressed before he caught a cold and asked if they could make sure the bed was ready for Jane and the newest member of their family. In the bedroom Leah made her way into Beau's arms again and began to sob. Beau held her as she cried and all the pent up emotion was released... when she finally looked up at him all he could see on her face was joy and he couldn't resist kissing her.

I love you,” Beau said and Leah giggled.
I love you too,” Leah replied.
I guess Mr Luca is next,” Beau stated as he put a hand on her belly and she grinned at him.
How about we just enjoy Ryan before we start talking about THAT,” Leah suggested and Beau smiled lovingly at her.
I know you're thinking about the pain Jane was in, but all that pain is over now, and we are left with a little boy to love for the rest of our lives... Kind of worth the pain don't you think,” Beau said softly and Leah nodded.
You can say that though, you aren't going to be pushing a baby out your vagina in a couple of months,” Leah teased and Beau chuckled.
“Come on mummy, let's get this bed ready for the other mummy and the first of our baby boys,” Beau said and Leah kissed him, then walked over to her side of the bed so they could straighten up the sheets.

With the bed made Beau quickly put some clothes on and they went back through to the bathroom and found the midwife holding a wrapped up Ryan.

Which of you wants the first cuddle?” the midwife asked smiling at them both.
I think Leah has been waiting longer than me,” Beau joked and the midwife walked over to Leah and placed the tiny bundle in her arms. Beau stood beside her with an arm around her waist and peered into the bundle of blanket and felt tears come to his eyes as he focused on Ryan, who was sleeping.
He's so tiny,” Leah whispered.
He's beautiful,” Beau agreed, his voice also a whisper.
He really is,” Leah sobbed quietly.

Beau watched as Leah peppered gentle kisses on Ryan's face and found himself wishing that it was time for Luca to be born as well... he couldn't wait to see both of their babies together. The midwife interrupted his thoughts and asked him to get an old towel that she could put the placenta on when Jane delivered it. Beau did as asked and a few minutes later Jane's birthing experience was over, with the baby and placenta both delivered.

The midwife announced that it was time for Jane to get out of the bath and onto the bed so she could examine her and make sure everything was as it should be. Leah went into the bedroom with Ryan while Beau helped the midwife get Jane from the bath to the bed. She was very weak, but Beau was surprised that she still had enough energy to walk through to the bedroom with their assistance.

Jane lay on the bed in her robe and the midwife quickly examined her and when she had finished told them quite happily that everything looked okay. After the midwife had excused herself so she could examine the placenta a bit more closely Leah handed Ryan to Jane and got in the bed beside her. Deciding to do something useful Beau went and made them all a cup of tea and when he brought them through Jane looked at him gratefully.

God, I need one of those... it feels like I pushed a baby out of my vagina just now. Oh wait, I did!” Jane exclaimed and then giggled.
You did such a good job,” Leah said and then kissed Jane.
I really had no choice,” Jane commented and Leah laughed.
I guess not,” Leah replied.
And when it's time for you.. you will do a good job too, my love,” Jane reassured Leah who smiled nervously at her.
I guess I'll have no choice,” Leah said with a nervous wink.

The midwife came out and asked if she could examine Jane again. Jane carefully handed Ryan to Leah and let the midwife do her examination. The midwife said that everything looked great and that if Jane didn't mind she was going to go home to try and get another hour or two of sleep and that she would come back over around 8am. Jane told her that was fine and the midwife reminded them all that she was only a phone call away and that if they had ANY concerns whatsoever that they could ring her. It turned out the midwife only lived a few minutes away from their house so she could get over quickly if needed. A fact they all found reassuring.

Beau saw the midwife out and thanked her for everything she had done. She smiled at him and told him that she hadn't really done anything and it was Jane – and him – who had done all the work. After saying goodbye Beau closed the door and walked back through to the bedroom where he found Leah cuddling Ryan while Jane lay back smiling at her. Beau walked over to Leah and peeked at Ryan who was still asleep... he couldn't take his eyes off him, he was such a perfect, beautiful baby! Leah gasped and Beau looked at her.

What's wrong?” he asked and Leah went bright red.
Oh my god. You haven't even held him yet!” Leah exclaimed and Beau chuckled.
Not sure if you're aware but he's not going anywhere... you can do your bonding and then I'll do mine,” Beau said rubbing her back but Leah shook her head.
No! Blame preggy brain.. You must be wanting a hold so badly!” Leah remarked and Beau knew he wasn't going to win this little battle.

Not that he minded. Leah placed Ryan into his arms and his first instinct was to lift the little baby up and kiss his forehead. Again he found he couldn't take his eyes off him and he knew he was smiling the entire time he was looking at him. As he studied Ryan's face, Beau felt immensely guilty when he thought about the fact he had considered pretending his own child didn't exist. He knew a lot had changed since then and that in reality it had been less than 24 hours that he'd felt that way for, but he still felt awful about it. Thank God he had realised early on that that wasn't an option... he would have missed out on so much and probably wouldn't have fallen in love with two amazing women in the process.

You look so natural,” Jane commented and Beau smiled at her.
Probably because it's a similar shape to a rugby ball,” Beau teased and Jane laughed.
No, I think you're just a natural daddy,” Jane replied and he smiled gratefully at her. He hoped that was the case.
What time was he actually born?” Beau asked and Leah picked up Jane's midwifery notes.
Says here that he was born at 3.43am” Leah announced.
And what time do you think you went into labour?” Beau asked and Jane yawned.
Um it was 1am when I started having the really bad pains,” Jane told them. “But after I went to bed I kept waking up feeling really uncomfortable,” she added. “I think the first time I woke up it was just before 8,” she said frowning, obviously trying to remember.
So at the most you were in labour for about seven hours,” Beau exclaimed and Jane nodded.
I guess so,” she replied yawning loudly.

Why don't you two try and get a little sleep and I will look after Ryan,” Beau suggested and Jane smiled at him.
You don't have to Beau, you must be tired too,” Jane replied but Beau could see she was seconds away from going to sleep.
I didn't just go through seven hours of labour. You get some sleep, when Ryan starts crying I will bring him through to you so you can feed him,” Beau told Jane who admitted defeat and nodded.
I just need an hour...” Jane yawned and closed her eyes.
Before you try to tell me you don't need sleep, don't bother. You need sleep woman, and I refuse to let you out of this bedroom until you've done just that,” Beau told Leah sternly and she smiled sleepily at him.
You're so bossy,” Leah stated as she cuddled up to Jane.

Beau had a feeing they were probably both asleep before he'd even left the bedroom. After all the activity over the past couple of hours it felt strange to be sitting in silence. With a baby. Ryan was still asleep and while Beau knew he should probably put him in the bassinet to sleep, Beau felt unable to put the little man down. He had never ever spent so long fixated on one thing and when the newborn began crying Beau was surprised to see it was over an hour since he had left Leah and Jane to sleep. Beau took Ryan through to the bedroom and Jane quickly woke up when she heard him crying. Beau was amazed at how quickly Jane was sitting up and holding her arms out to take her baby. Obviously the mummy instinct kicked in straight away. Leah was sitting up by the time Jane had latched Ryan on, and as Jane fed him they all watched in silence. It really was a beautiful sight, and a special moment in their relationship.

After Ryan had finished feeding, Jane suggested that Leah choose an outfit for him to wear and she came back from the nursery with a green and yellow striped onesie, claiming that it had been too hard to choose something so she'd picked the first outfit she'd found. Beau watched as Jane dressed Ryan and topped the outfit off with the woolen hat that the midwife had put on him when she'd wrapped him up in the blanket earlier. After wrapping him in the blanket Jane picked Ryan up and then looked at Beau.

Do you mind if I get a little bit more sleep?” Jane asked shyly and Beau shook his head.
Of course not baby, you get all the sleep you need. I'll bring him through again when he starts to cry, unless you are awake before then,” Beau informed her. “You can sleep a bit more too madam,” he directed at Leah.
“Fine, but it's almost my normal waking time so don't expect me to sleep for hours!” Leah exclaimed.

Uh, at seven do you think you could ring Asher and make up some story to get him over here? Pretend that we have some odd craving. He'll be up anyway because he'll be excited about Lucy... Just don't tell him Ryan is here,” Jane said and Beau gasped.
“I hadn't even thought about Asher! He was going to be at the birth!” Beau exclaimed feeling like the worst friend in the world.
It all happened so quick Beau, I'm sure Asher will understand why you didn't call,” Jane assured him. “Should probably ring your mum too,” she suggested and Beau nodded.
You two try to sleep, me and Ry will be chilling in the lounge,” Beau told them and then gave both of them a kiss and left the room.

As it was Beau didn't need to wait until seven to ring Asher because Asher text him at 6.30am saying 'Presuming you'll be awake... uncomfortable pregnant women and all... any chance you know how to speed up time? 10.30 can't arrive fast enough'. Beau smirked as he replied saying 'Of course I'm awake, feel free to pop over... If you have the coffee we have the bacon and mushrooms', and as he expected it didn't take long for Asher to reply saying 'See you very soon then, will stop at the petrol station, their coffee is 24/7'.

At 6.50 Beau went through to the bedroom and found Leah and Jane whispering and giggling in bed. Beau told them that Asher was on his way and after kissing Ryan on the cheek he handed him to Jane so he could go back into the lounge and pretend nothing was out of the ordinary when Asher arrived.

Asher arrived at 7.00 with a tray of hot drinks and Beau could tell by the look of him that he had been awake for a long time.

Excited much?” Beau teased and Asher laughed.
Oh god you have no idea,” Asher replied.
Only three and a half hours to go!” Beau exclaimed and Asher grinned at him.
Where are the girls? I thought they'd be up,” Asher commented and Beau managed to keep a straight face.
They are in the bedroom, go and say hi if you want, they're just chatting,” Beau suggested.
Probably should grace them with my presence,” Asher joked as he walked toward the bedroom.

Beau followed him in and smirked when Asher stopped dead in his tracks.

What the hell!” Asher exclaimed and Jane giggled.
Come here, there is someone who wants to meet you,” Jane told him and he walked slowly toward the bed.
When did? What? Last night you were... When the hell did this happen?” Asher asked in disbelief as he made his way over to Jane's side of the bed and sat down beside her, smiling as he took his first glimpse of Ryan. “Jane... he's beautiful,” he exclaimed as he stroked Ryan's cheek.
He is, isn't he,” Jane replied sounding choked up. “Thank you...” she whispered as she wiped the tears from her eyes.
You have no idea how glad I am I could help,” Asher replied and Beau could see that his eyes weren't exactly dry either.

Thursday, 24 April 2014

Beau & Jane ~ much needed hotel sex

I am going to try and start posting excerpts more regularly, and decided that tonight I would post one of my favourite scenes I have written.  This is from a story that probably won't get any further than my own computer, but I have enjoyed loved writing it and have learnt a lot whilst writing it.

The story follows a core group of three characters, Jane, Leah and Asher.  Amongst other things Asher acts as a sperm donor for Jane and Leah - and within the year Jane gives birth to baby Ryan.  

Things aren't exactly straight forward though... and without ruining too much of the story (with the thoughts of posting more excerpts), Leah goes out and has a very drunken New Years with their friend Beau... a drunken New Years that results in drunk sex (with Jane's blessing) and nine months later the arrival of baby Luca.  Along the way Leah, Jane and Beau start spending more time together and perhaps inevitably fall in love and find themselves in a polyamorous relationship.

It might not be 'normal', it might not be socially accepted but for the three of them it works, and they all look forward to being their own little unique family.

This excerpt begins on the day Leah gives birth to Luca.  After spending as much time as they can at the hospital with Leah and Luca, Jane and Asher (with baby Ryan) go back to the hotel so they can all catch up on a little sleep, after what has been an intense 24 hours.

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Luca started crying and moments later Ryan joined in. It had begun. Beau had a feeling they would be up for months of two babies crying at the same time and while he was sure they would find it frustrating at times, he also quite liked it... it served to remind him that they were now a bonafide family.



Jane gave Ryan another quick feed on the bed and then smiled sadly at Beau when she agreed with him that it was time to go. They watched Leah feeding Luca and could see that she was close to falling asleep, so when Leah had finished feeding their newborn baby Beau had a final cuddle then put him safely in his little hospital issue bassinet. When his sister-in-law Morgan was in hospital after having Riley she had fallen asleep holding him and dropped him... he had fallen to the floor and the next few hours had been very stressful for Morgan while the doctors did tests and x-rays on Riley to make sure he hadn't been injured in the fall. He didn't want Leah going through that.



There were lots of tears when he and Jane said goodbye to Leah and Luca, and as they left the room they bumped into Asher and Lucy. Beau explained what was going on and Lucy said they would take Leah her food but leave straight away so she could get some sleep. Beau gratefully took his and Jane's bags of food and after saying goodbye to Asher and Lucy, he took Jane's hand in his as they made their way to the hotel, Ryan snuggled up on her shoulder.



When they got up to their room Beau told Jane to go and have a shower. While she did that, Beau had some quiet time cuddling with Ryan and realised how much he had missed him over the past 24 hours. Beau lay back on the bed with Ryan and sighed happily. He couldn't believe how perfect it felt knowing that both of their babies had been born. He had expected to feel a bit panicked or stressed out, maybe even scared when Luca arrived because going from one baby to two seemed like a huge thing... but in reality the only thing he felt was even more loved up and almost impatient to get on with life with the two loves of his life and their two babies.



Jane came back into the room and confessed she had almost fallen asleep in the shower. Beau wasn't at all surprised, they had had a HUGE past 24 hours and it hadn't helped at all that they had already been up for 12 hours by the time Leah had gone into labour! Beau kissed Jane as they swapped roles and he handed Ryan to her so he could have his shower. Standing beneath the water Beau found himself struggling to stay awake as well and wondered if he or Jane would even wake to Ryan crying that night. Part of him doubted it. He was so tired he could probably sleep through anything!



When he went back into the room Jane was tip toeing away from the bassinet, having just put Ryan down. Beau dried himself off and got into bed beside Jane before sending Leah a text to say goodnight. The message read 'We are both so proud of you, and both hate being away from you, but tomorrow we can take you and Luca home and start our new life as a slightly odd family. We love you... give Luca a kiss for both of us when he is awake next. Try and get some sleep xxx'.



Beau then finally replied to Dave's text about the twins saying 'Twins huh, that takes skill! We are all very excited for the two... three... five of you... Taking Leah and Luca home in the morning, feel free to come visit in the afternoon, I know Leah would love to see you both'. Dave replied soon after saying 'We were going to find out in the morning if we could meet the little guy. Go and get some sleep, you must all be bloody exhausted. Congrats again daddy!'. Beau smiled at the 'congrats again daddy' part... it never got old hearing or seeing himself referred to as dad/daddy.



Beau put his phone down and then moved closer to Jane and wrapped his arms around her. She sighed loudly against his chest and he could tell by the way she was breathing that she was crying. Beau let her cry and when she eventually looked up at him she smiled shyly.



“I'm sorry Beau... I just... Now that the day is finally over, the enormity of it is kind of hitting me,” Jane admitted and he nodded, understanding just how she felt.

“Oh sweety, don't apologise. I know just what you mean. I am feeling weird emotionally... I'm overjoyed and on a high but at the same time I have nothing left in the tank and feel like I could sleep for a year,” Beau told her and she sighed sleepily.

“I can't believe Luca is finally here. The pregnancy crap is FINALLY over...” Jane commented and Beau chuckled quietly.

“Gotta say, I'm glad it's not me who has to be pregnant because it doesn't look like a lot of fun, especially not at the end,” Beau remarked and Jane rolled her eyes.

“Don't get me wrong, it's a blessing and parts of it are just awesome... but yea, I'm glad that Ryan and Luca are both here now and we can have our bodies back,” Jane said. Beau frowned.

“Well, minus one part,” he replied and gently stroked one of Jane's boobs.

“Yea. That part does suck...” Jane agreed as she looked down at her bra-encased boobs and sighed.

“It's a sacrifice I am willing to make for Ry and Luca,” Beau teased.

“I love you so much,” Jane quietly said and leaned in so she could kiss him.



Beau kissed her back and was surprised when suddenly all his tiredness seemed to disappear. All he wanted was to kiss Jane and be close to her. He would do it all night if he could. It was weird that after months of there being a huge divide between them – in the form of a beautiful pregnant belly – suddenly their bodies could be pressed together properly. Beau sighed happily as he felt the heat of Jane's body against his. They had, of course, been naked together since Ryan was born but, because of Leah's discomfort in the last stage of her pregnancy, that night was the first time they had really been able to enjoy it.



Even if he had had to, there was no way Beau could stop kissing Jane. There was nothing fast or hungry about their kisses nor was there anything sexual... it was more of an emotional thing, almost as if by kissing they were replenishing each other's emotional stores. Whatever it was, Beau was so glad that he was there in that moment with Jane and couldn't think of anywhere he'd sooner be.



It was Jane who took the initiative and began to heat things up. Her kisses suddenly became deeper and as she began to moan against his mouth, Beau was aware of the fact she was pressing harder against him with her hips. It had been a long time since they had had sex – almost two months – and while Beau REALLY wanted it, he didn't want to pressure Jane if she wasn't quite ready.



Beau began getting hard and the heated look Jane gave him made it clear that she could feel it too. When she moved her body position so that the tip of his cock was nudging at her hole he got the feeling that she liked it. They kissed for another couple of minutes and Beau got increasingly harder, to the point he either needed to be inside her or they needed to stop kissing and touching.


Jane had always understood his needs and cues and when she moved her top leg over his waist, causing the top inch of his cock to enter her, Beau looked at her and smiled softly.



“Are you sure?” he asked and Jane nodded.

“So fucking sure, Beau... So. Fucking. Sure,” Jane exclaimed, her voice almost a whimper.

“I love you,” Beau whispered.

“I love you too,” Jane whispered back.



And then for the first time in almost two months Beau very slowly slid inside Jane. Jane let out a quiet moan and her body shuddered as she smiled at him.



“I have missed this,” Jane whispered and put her leg further over him, causing him to move deeper inside her.



They started to move slowly together and Beau loved the closeness between them. They may not have been moving hard or fast but because of the position they were in there was a lot of friction in all the right places – for both of them – and Beau groaned quietly as Jane put her hand on his hip and pulled him harder against her.



Each time his cock hit the back of her pussy Jane would clench tightly around him and moan softly in his ear. Both were conscious of the fact Ryan was in the room and their noise level never moved past a whisper but that didn't mean the sex wasn't spectacular. Beau loved how wet Jane was and how ready she had been for him... the way her pussy felt made him instantly harder and as they moved against each other Beau found himself groaning quietly. After such a long time NOT being intimate in that way Beau had almost forgotten just how much he enjoyed sex with Jane.



When Jane dug her fingernails into his hip Beau started to move harder against her and she countered that by moving harder against him. The friction on his cock was like nothing he'd felt before and as Jane started to gasp for breath, he felt her pussy tightening around him in a way that he knew meant she was going to cum very soon. Beau's own orgasm was building and when Jane buried her face in his chest they started to move harder again, grinding against each other until finally they both came in silence, gripping on to each other, pressing tightly together.



Beau nuzzled at Jane's neck and then softly kissed her, before they both fell into an immediate, deep sleep.



When Beau woke up the following morning Jane was sitting on the bed feeding Ryan. He smiled up at her and, for what felt like the millionth time since Ryan had been born, marvelled over just how much motherhood suited Jane. He loved nothing more than to watch her feeding Ryan... the way she looked lovingly at him made his heart melt.



“He been awake long?” Beau asked and Jane shook her head.

“No, but I think he's ready to go back down... might get another hour or two out of him,” Jane replied with a sigh. Beau looked at the clock and saw it was only 6am.

“I know you want to go see Leah and Luca, but it's still too early anyway, so perhaps we can all get another hour or two of sleep,” Beau suggested and Jane raised an eyebrow at him.

“You REALLY think I'll be able to get back to sleep?” Jane asked and Beau chuckled.

“Fine. We can at least snuggle for another hour or two,” Beau replied and Jane smiled at him.
“That sounds more like it,” Jane said and sighed again as Ryan began stirring, indicating he had had enough of his feed.

“Give him to me bub, I'll put him back to bed,” Beau said sitting up beside her. He was surprised when she didn't protest and allowed him to take Ryan from her arms.



Beau kissed Jane and then got off the bed and walked to the other side of the room, rubbing Ryan's back as he went. Quickly he was rewarded with a burp and a contented little sigh from Ryan, who was asleep before Beau even put him back in the bassinet. After kissing his son on the forehead Beau walked back over to the bed and climbed in beside Jane, who immediately found her way into his arms.



“I miss Leah,” Jane sighed and Beau kissed the top of her head.

“I miss her as well, seems so wrong without the three of us being in bed together,” Beau commented and then it was him who sighed, as he thought about what would happen when things got busier away at work and the fact he might need to spend regular nights away from home.

“I also miss Luca already... odd considering we didn't really get to spend that long with him after he was born,” Jane said.



As Beau had expected Jane soon began to cry, what he did not expect, however, was when Jane pulled him on top of her and looked up at him pleadingly.



“I need you, Beau,” Jane whispered, and although she was crying, something about the intensity of her voice and the look on her face caused him to feel immediately aroused.

“I'm right here,” Beau whispered and then dipped his head down so their lips could brush together.



Jane linked her hands behind his neck and pulled him down, the kiss deepening as he sensed just how needy she was. As she grazed her nails up and down the back of his neck Beau felt himself growing increasingly turned on, and when Jane spread her legs wider for him it was almost a reflex move for him to slowly press inside her, stopping just before he hit the back of her pussy. He broke off the kiss and smiled down at her, judging by the look on her face that she needed slow, deep sex, which would leave her feeling not only physically but emotionally connected to him. The same type of sex that Leah (and himself) had needed the night of the day that Jane had gone into premature labour.



Beau moved slowly against Jane, pressing deeper inside her with each thrust, until he couldn't move any deeper. Jane kept her hands behind his neck and soon pulled him down more so that her face was buried in his neck. Beau loved the close, intimate feel of the position, and enjoyed hearing Jane's quiet moans against his ear... a special gift only for him. Jane's hips soon found a rhythm with his and for a long time they moved with each other, enjoying the feeling of being pressed against one another, enjoying the closeness and the strengthening connection to one another.



Jane spread her legs further apart and while Beau missed the feeling of her legs being tightly around his waist, he liked the fact it meant they could take their time, that together they could slowly work up to the point that they both felt as if they were going to burst if they didn't orgasm soon.



There was nothing rushed about it and when his usual 7am alarm went off things were only just starting to get more frantic. Jane was bucking her hips harder against him and Beau could no longer control the depth and force of her thrusts, slamming into her with only one intention – to make her cum – and to make her cum HARD.



Jane's moans quickly turned to cries and the more he slammed into her, the louder they became. Of course Jane's loud cries spurred him on and he quickly felt his orgasm approaching, going from non-existant to as intense as he thought was humanly possible, in the space of about 20 seconds. Jane's pussy was squeezing him tightly, her arms were doing the same around his neck, and as her cries became screams Beau started to slam harder and harder until they were both grunting and screaming loudly, their bodies tensing up against each other as their orgasms got closer and closer and closer. FINALLY they exploded, both of them letting out loud strangled cries of pleasure as they pressed into each other, their bodies going rigid with the enormous physical release.



Before they could even come down from their orgasms there was a loud cry from the other side of the room and Jane looked at him in shock.



“Ryan! I forgot all about Ryan! OH MY GOD, no child should ever hear THOSE noises coming from their parents!” Jane exclaimed before collapsing into a fit of laughter.

“Poor little dude, he'll be traumatised for life!” Beau added and found himself laughing as well.

“I guess there will be no peaceful recovery period, will there?” Jane said with a smirk and Beau shook his head.

“Sounds like there is another little guy that needs you more than me,” Beau sighed dramatically and Jane giggled.

“There is nothing 'little' about you, my love,” Jane said with a wink and after Beau had moved off her, she got out of bed and walked over to where Ryan was crying in his bassinet and picked him up.



Beau sat on the bed beside Jane while she fed Ryan and when both of their cellphones went off they grinned at each other. Beau checked his text messages and sure enough the message was from Leah, it read 'had a good night with our little guy... but miss you both like crazy... please come and save me from this boring hospitalness!'. Beau text her back saying 'we missed you too bub, glad to hear you had a goodnight with Luca... Jane just feeding Ry and then we will be over as fast as we can! Love you xxx'.



Although Ryan didn't have a particularly large feed it seemed to take forever and by the time they were leaving the hotel room it felt as if it had been days since they had left Leah and Luca at the hospital, as opposed to one simple night. They were glad that Asher had thought to move their car to the hotel carpark the day beforehand, otherwise they'd likely have found their car had been towed. After a quick stop at the car to drop off all the non-essential Ryan-associated bits and pieces that were in the room they finally made their way to the hospital.